Shut down

The body knows when you are in crunch mode, when you have to keep it together.  And it knows when you have gotten past whatever is driving you.  That is the point at which the body shuts down and gets sick.

I am well on my way to being sick sick sick, because the show closed.  Worse, I can feel a sort of black malaise coming on that I may be powerless to avoid.  The seratonin injections from performing and doing what I love have ended, and I am going to be going through serious withdrawal pangs.  The theatre dt's, if you will.

Ugh.